Out of my mind and into the soul.

By VIJAY



“I was reading this, and Prince Myshkin is really delirious and has an epileptic fits. It was about 12 a.m., and after going to sleep—or, to put it the way as I was in the process of going into sleep—I had a violent sleep paralysis (I usually experience it about two to three in a month or two), and I was positively dead that I couldn't negatively wake up. But finally Dostoyevsky himself pulled me out. Now, what was he doing in my mind, and I suspect that he would rush into my heart as well.”

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